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Bleak late autumn


<td class=You lonely? Yes. However, you do not think that poetic enough? So you should go. Are you still doing here? Do not you think that contradiction? Why, when conflict still have to torture yourself? Do you think people will understand it? You do so many things in the end are we going?
I next looked at her. But she did not look at me, she was to see who? Her smile light. She rushed out with the laughing. I am here with myself, and I accompanied the air to worry about, or nausea, but this is like my own state of mind.
Why do not you in the past? Why? How many sad people,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], ah, why should emotional ups and downs? If there is something not too well want, how to do? Some things will die,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but also in memories forever. Why miss? Why depression?
She said she hated me. I do not know a man hate another person, so to Mingxinkegu. So I always felt that to live up to her. But more so, the more I hope she knows, the more hope she knows, the more I do not say. I do not, then just smiled, looked at her eyes, only blessings. Heart aching.
she saw me, face to white,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], and she stared at me bitterly, for when I do not exist, then do not look at me the. We all sigh, what a beautiful pair, but unfortunately it why odds! She and others talking, except to avoid me. My heart bitter, some driven to distraction, the surface is still strong with a smile. Does she really did not read in my eyes, things behind the smile? Or is she pretending?
This is a friend's wedding, which is joyous day, you should not, alas, you are not lonely. I soon dropped out of seats and went outside. Flow, such as the sea, then floated into the wind and lonely heart. Coming and going are my strangers. Occasionally there is a nod to acquaintances, the loss also surprised that I like.
I always thought that winter is coming, and she told me was late autumn. Late autumn it? Falling leaves, the school of bleak meaning. Why time flies so slow? Why is it always so leisurely look at the pendulum about shaking? Does it do not understand my feelings?
Ming Chong said, but you sensitive to it, Nao Lege awkward, soon be over. Why depression is deeper, the deeper the harm? So the more stirring the more powerful a misunderstanding. Even the explanations is not clear. I am even less confident. Even if I immediately dash said time? Time? So hurried goodbye! When I step away, yet the heart to stay.

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floating life, when to have a vest? I have been growing on Madi Lian open open. After she left, I watered a little. She certainly will not come watering. Then it slowly began to yellow leaves, flowers Dongfeng residual weakness, it is more tender and pale if it was, and slowly went by, it finally did not turn until I pulled her to wither.
So I know, I was too late. If the person with the hands, like water, driven all the way, the results arrived, the water has leaked out.
you say your favorite is Madi Lian. So I bought the flower. So I started looking at it a little taller every day, laughing, joy with, brilliantly open. But it actually does not get through the late autumn to wither.
you come to the road, there are always your shadow, every time I ran out to see, always thought it was you, the results are empty and no one person each time, perhaps shaking the branch, I mistakenly thought it was You figure out.
I stayed a moment, then turned, still looking forward, there is a familiar and beautiful voice is sounded behind me as usual. But do not wait for me to go a step sounded, no two steps, three steps, not a hundred paces. After missing almost every time the disappointment and despair and yearning and awakening.
I really want to not wake up after sleep. Can go on forever, in a dream to see you, not wake up. And I are always to get up to see the pale sun.
pale sun is so lonely. It alone, come and go every day, without any companionship. And the moon is hiding it, and only come out at night. The moon came out, the sun went away. As they chase their lives are not renowned for a face. Not just a million light years away in the distance.

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late autumn is the autumn it? Sharen autumn autumn or worry? Your favorite song poetry, I always treasure. I think you happy. I think you should as I've been single. After years of age a man, a youth no longer go back. I do not want you have been stuck in my feelings deep inside can not extricate themselves.
So I finally decided, I will find someone else. Maybe I did not love the man, but it makes you give up hope, so you finally decided to forget me. And I will remember you to die. All this I will not say, I will look at your life joy and happiness.
friends congratulate me, that I finally woke up, that I finally brightened. I took the hand of another woman and she is very close. I think she already knew. I really heard myself to doing what they do not want some disgusting things. I looked at her face, but did not see the eyes. This is her fair? I do not know, maybe I will explain later, but now refused to take so much.
she finally knew. She was finally desperate. All aspects of daily anxiety I get the message but will not let her know. Her every move betrayed her. She should know that I knew her best. She forgot her I forgot faster than me. I think so. Is this. Only in this way can cut off - cut off, I think the only way we can escape. I decided to give her a forever in my heart the sacred secret of the corner, I will not forget her, knowing that a wireless station. Maybe I amnesia, maybe I disabled, and then will forget her.

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I went to her wedding. Friends are still wary that you do not go, do not storm was underway. I do not care. So long, I've learned to hide. I've learned,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], is not it? This is the happiness of her life, is not it? I smile to bless her.
a leaf falling in front of us slowly, settled dust, it actually has started a bleak meaning.
this time next year, I will be there? I do not know. I always mistake the autumn and winter. I said, late autumn! Friend reminded me that it was already winter. Is not it? I suddenly wake up.
this is not next to her to tell me. I still remember her, or late autumn it!
friend asked, why not plant flowers this flower? Why did you let him empty? I did not answer. How do I say, do not say that I am since she left to bored, and where there are feelings of flowers. How can I say!
I saw her wedding is still a familiar festive atmosphere, this occasion I used to keep a smile, half-hearted the people. Staggered glass, lively shouting slowly fading in my eyes.
where I saw her laugh. Her smile is very pretty, but still some lonely, desolate corner of the eye as much as intended. Could it be I am wrong. I clearly see is joy, is it because of my state of mind.
I pairs, others are in pairs. She is really free, so I started to break up the original man. She does not like me originally, but the fun, play later, we each walk. I still remember her. I began to miss her free, no longer control himself. I know she is happy with. So I feel relieved.
a late autumn a few years later, I suddenly received a long delay in a letter sent to me. I saw the yellow letter has already begun, but the faint aroma actually have not faded, and is the kind I am familiar with the smell.
my heart suppressed their excitement, and slowly opened it, but the clumsy hands have chosen to come up with a great sound on paper,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], though still cautiously almost tore the envelope.
I sat down and began to read a person alone in this letter. Maple Leaf has a letter on the map shadow, gorgeous and elegant, shows a touch of melancholy. The letter said: I have been thinking of you, I actually have forgiven you. But why do not you come to me? I've been looking forward to your presence there, but looking forward to turned out to be ten times ten times of disappointment, hope that a hundred times a hundred times turned out to be disappointing. So the feelings of both love and hate began to despair continue.
Even so, although I think this feeling this will end. I still want you to be happy. I know you also can not help, then there is always one of us take courage, not forward, is to kill the feelings. So I finally agreed and has been hard in pursuit of a man I married. I think you see this letter, you must have married and live happily, right? But I will not forget you, I will always treasure in my heart until you die. like autumn leaves as
letter from my hand and wandering off, the dust settled, there came a bleak intended.



    
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